Follow-Up:
I never knew you guys were out there. I've had this for twenty-five years and thought I was largely alone. I've been taken to the er and everything and never found answers. They did find I have an unusally high t-cell or white bloodcell count in my blood though. Does anyone of you have this similar blood situation? I'm just trying to find connections or similarities because my expiriences seem far to vivid to just give it a name like sleep paralysis. It's much more than not being able to move to me. Over the past 25 years I have had this and in the last 5 have made advances in controlling different aspects of it such as intensity, vibration wavelength, and am quite good at stopping it when I choose to, of course the strangest thing is that now I can usually induce it at will.