Follow-Up:
I use to believe I had Awareness during sleep paralysis and that it was just a medical condition. Im 27 and I've had all the symtoms of a.s.p. since I was about 14. I would go through cycles where I'd have it 3 times a night every day for two weeks then not have it once for 2 months. In the begining it was really frieghtening, but due to the rediculously large number of times I experienced it I became use to it and it just became annoying instead of scarry. But for the last year, almost to the day if I recall correctly, I have not had it one single time.......until tonight. Tonight I had it and it was sexual in nature, which accounts for probably more than half of my past experiences, I know it's gross and I dont have any homosexual desires, but when it's sexual(as it was tonight) I feel something go inside my butt and it instantly feels like im cumming. My wife who is a nurse told me a few months back that men have a prostate gland which is located up the poop shoot and that doctors will put their fingers or some other object up there to stimulate it which causes the male to ejaculate instantly. Apparently when a doctor needs a sperm sample, this is a better approach than the doc giving him a blow job and in addition its instant, they call it "Milking the Prostate". That leads me back to tonight.....after what felt like "Milking", I got up and jacked off, curious to prove to my self that since I havent had sex or any release since monday, and today is late saturday night, that my boys should be full and ready to explode their full load, which for me makes a big mess on my belly and usally soaks an entire sock to clean up. But tonight, I had no mess.......I needed no sock.....my boys were all dried out......Tonight was the first time since I learned about prostate milking, that I had an a.s.p. episode so it is also the first time I have made a note of my sperm level immediately following an occurance. Im convinced that at least my experience with Awarness During sleep paralysis is something more than just a medical condition. something or some one actually took my sperm.....if anyone else has had a similar experience, please get back to me.