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I am friends with a woman who is a survivor of satanic ritual abuse. All her life she was able to see these entities and they terrified her so badly. But when she left home, the terror didn't end. She went away to college and engaged in behaviors very familiar to those from abusive homes. Then when she was 30, she got pregnant and her life was turned upside down. She had to quit drinking and doing and dealing drugs and getting into bar fights. Her husband did not stop however, and was cheating on her with the girl living under their roof with them. She finally kicked both of them out, and almost killed the girl doing it. She still had trouble fighting her sex addiction, and joined sex-addicts anonymous (SAA). One night when her daughter was four years old, she came into sleep with her and said she did not like sleeping in her own bed. When she went into her daughter's bed with her, she felt an icky presence trying to have sex with her! She did not know how to fight these demons that followed her through the blood lines, through the family generations. At some point she had to get help, she found a counselor well-versed in demonology whose mission was to help people involved in satanic worship and witchcraft and survivors of satanic ritual abuse to break free from this bondage. When this woman was only six, her father just had to leave her "crazy" family. He had no choice. She had to get over his leaving her with those crazy people and forgive him. He called her up one day and asked for her forgiveness. He had found Jesus, and was the one to bring her to the Lord. She could not have forgiven him on her own. As soon as she accepted Christ in her heart, all the anger melted, and they were reunited again. The battle did not end there. She had a lot of work to do, but her counselor helped her every step of the way. I urge you to check out this website, and if you don't contact her, get help somewhere, somehow! May God bless and keep you, and may the peace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you always.... p.s. Some good literature that will explain the torment of what you are going through is Frank Peretti's books, starting with THis Present Darkness. He is a Christian writer and describes what you are describing to the tee!
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