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Hi, like a couple of other people replying to this message i had similar expriences with social anxiety, severe adhd...etc also i had similar expriences with drugs, and eventually started taking prescibed adderall. On the adderall i loved that i could focus, i felt not just comfortable in social situations but also the center of attention, (confident, funny, etc) and yes the mild euphoria you get off x or blow. but i started to get depressed when i came down off it and so on. I particulary like the reply on nutritional supplements which can help, but again these are supplements, not cures. in other words they should "supplement" another course of action. What i recomment is read a book called " exuse me your life is waiting" by lynn grabhorn. The beauty of this book is that it teaches how you can start feeling good about yourself right now. the book is very practical and details several techniques to start feeling good. it has a slight "new age" feel to it, which i personaly dont believe in, but I guarentee it works, so thats good enough for me. you can email me if you would like some additional information